4 weeks today will be my first day of school and I’m very scared. It’s exciting stuff though. I’ve bought 2 chef outfits (far too big for me – which only adds to the ‘first day of school’ feeling surrounding all of this), a new set of knives, futuristic melon baller and a piping bag and nozzle set. I’ve been given my old name tags from school which I need to sew into pretty much everything I own and I need to buy some stationery. Once all of that is done I will be nearly organised. Crikey!
I’m really looking forward to being able to cook nearly every day for 12 weeks, but I’m also terrified of the following:
- Meeting about 60 new people – what if I hate them all?! What if they all hate me!? Etc…
- What if it turns out I’m not actually that good at cooking and I’m the worst one there?
- Massive anxiety attacks
- Minor anxiety attacks
- What if I hate it? Or it’s just not that good?
Really though I’m sure I’ll be fine. Fingers crossed that the weather is nice – being stuck in the middle of nowhere with awful weather is very boring. I’m going to need a lot of books I think…